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Post by zzapper on May 30, 2010 16:00:10 GMT -5
Surprise! For anyone who's paying attention Might stick odd things in this thread...
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Post by zzapper on May 31, 2010 13:02:03 GMT -5
It always interesting how frustrating it is when the internet goes down and robs you of your peace of mind
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Post by zzapper on Jun 1, 2010 15:45:14 GMT -5
So a buddy of mine is doing a great thing. He's written a program that allows you to swap a 'box' you made with another random 'box' that someone else made. Inside of the box is a URL to a picture or a youtube video. Seems like a random, but really cool idea
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Post by zzapper on Jun 1, 2010 23:45:50 GMT -5
One has to remember what has been said, what was meant and how it affects the world around. Such small words like, "I still want you" are unbelievably important as are other small signs. Such things provide a raft to cling to as worry gnaws away at my mind, allowing me to curl up and present a solid wall or determination, love and faith against it, knowing, hoping, praying that relief will come before things start to crack and break. A tree may be strong and flexible, but when you take its roots away it falls like everything else without a base.
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Post by zzapper on Jun 3, 2010 9:45:43 GMT -5
Well life really does suck now, not only for other reasons but even starcraft 2 won't run....
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Post by zzapper on Jun 4, 2010 11:25:31 GMT -5
Nothing like an angry ball of emotion to kill your appetite. i can't seem to quit hurting and stressing the one I care for out...what kind of person am I? She broke up with me for a reason, and I just can't seem to understand or get it that it's over. It leaves me confused and lost, so much so that even when that person suggests alienating me, which would probably shatter me into emotional bits, I hardly even feel any sadness or trepidation at the prospect. In the grand scheme of things, my life really doesn't matter, perhaps it's because I know that even if I do become emotionally unstable, it won't affect anyone unduly anymore, so might as well just take what comes. So i guess all that's left is to fall back upon 12 years of people telling me to go away, calling me a freak, and then another couple years of rejection and dumping from the opposite sex. I tried my best, guess the universe just wants to screw me over. Oh well
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